Digital River and PayPal Team Up as Theives

Paypal and Digital Ripoff, I mean River

So, dear dear Paypal, let me get this straight.. say “the transaction IS found to be NOT authorized”,
it says NOT authorized, and it’s NOT covered
so I DON’T get MY money back?  WTF??
So Digital River can just go around taking nearly $80 out of a personas account and they do not have to pay it back even when it is proven they were not authorized
Someone Please tell me how on any reality that is fair, just or right.

Case Closed: Transaction not covered

Case ID: PP-I-973862
Thank you for reporting this case. After reviewing your case, we found that this transaction was not unauthorized and hence couldn’t be covered under PayPal Purchase Protection.
Case details

Dispute reason

Unauthorized access

Case Status: Closed

Date reported: Dec 16, 2017

Transactions refunded:  Dec16
DigitalRiver US Inc

Preapproved Payment <——by WHO???
+ $76.81

The money will be refunded to the original payment method.  BUT IT HASN’T BEEN


Changes 2017 Nov 30

My Path

■ Method: Taps
■ Date: 2017 Nov 30 06:33:31
■ Software: Deepware Changes – Version 4.04 / Build 51

■ Obtained code: 879878
■ Hexagram code: 48:3-29
■ Name according to Richard Wilhelm: The Well→The Abysmal (Water)

● Associated concepts: available, education, employment, hydration, joy, moisture, opulence, reserve, resources, roots, satisfaction, sentimentality, tears, tool.
● Reflection: Needs must be sorted according to their importance. If you ignore your essential necessities, the marginal ones are totally worthless. Our inner wealth is infinite: it is just a matter of finding it. Those who get it, do the same for the others. Spending in tools makes work easier.
● Line 3: A person with potential is being wasted. This must be publicly known.
● Associated concepts: abyss, audition, crime, danger, ears, learning, listen, recklessness, repetition, vertigo.
● Reflection: Fear leads to inactivity or to escape. But regular exposure to danger can overcome fear, for better or worse. The advice of a wise person is invaluable. Reckless acts must be avoided.

My Life Path Number 3

Number 3 IS Me, Life Path Number


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This number is the sum of the biorhythm and generation numbers. It presents how much is a person
compatible with the generation demands. The life path number, like the biorhythm number, is also
influenced by the circumstances in which a person lives, and many numerologists refer to it as the
destiny number.

This is the symbol of the planet Jupiter, the fifth planet from the Sun with many satellites and one of the brightest objects in the night sky, which also plays a very important role in astrology and numerology.
Number three is contained within all the numbers from three to nine. There is a specific relationship between the numbers 3, 6, 9 and the other numbers in the series. All the people with this life path number have a lot of understanding for each other.

These people rely on their instinct and heart to guide them through life and not so much on their reason. They like to try everything on the way their life is full of scars. They are gentle, emotional and very helpful. They especially like to help young people. Their life is often dedicated to a quest or exploration.

They enjoy love and are able to express their emotions. However, this love is not often returned to them that may bring them many disappointments in life.

This number involves dynamics and optimism, the meaning of life. These people are independent, courageous, active, and famous. They can start from nothing and become very popular or be engaged
in many things and accomplish a little. They like to achieve fame and to be remembered even after their death. They start their career as very young and put a lot of pain and effort into it. They like to be
independent in what they do.terion

They often need a university degree that can help them to achieve their aims. They may work in the fields of science. They are often scientists, philosophers or priests. They often speculate and analyze
things, use their logic and perception to understand life. They are very communicative. They may become good advisers, teachers, writers or orators. They believe in justice and truth and are ready to
listen to the opinions and beliefs of others.

They like to be successful in what they do. They do not like to rest and they often do more jobs at the same time. This is why they can earn a lot of money. They like to take advice from the people they
respect. They are loyal marriage partners, parents and friends.



These people are physically strong, healthy and persistent. They should judge people carefully. They are prone to spend their money easily. They have to learn to be more economical and save their
money for the future that may be insecure, for the well-being of their family. They must avoid stressful situations and wrong people because they can easily fall under a bad influence.

These people should work on their plans and life aims on those days in a month that include their
number, such as the 3rd, 12th, 21st and 30th in a month. Their lucky days are Thursday, Tuesday and
Friday. Their favourite colours are yellow, violet, purple, blue and rose.


6 + 6 = 12 = 3 – These people are charming and are led through life by their emotions. They believe.


It’s ok, I’m a preacher too


I have been ordained now for 7 years.  I have performed exactly 0, that is a big fat zero, weddings.

Not that I am unwilling, or anything, it’s just love and romance tend to stay very far from my grasp, my clutch and sight.

After a while a person can forget that they wanted to have a little side wedding gig.

Possibly forgetfulness played a role in not having any romance come a courting, knocking down the doors to this heart of mine.  I am working on being more focused,  and installing a mental doorbell.

I may not have joined any couples in marriage as a minister, but I can say, I have actually ministered quite a bit, and really love that people share their lives so intimately with me, that they trust me in the inner sanctum of their emotions.  It’s a very special thing and I am grateful and hope that I will always have the very best words, perspective, and understanding that fits the moment.

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Open- A story about a song

 Now I’m Open, Like You’ve Never Seen Me Before-

This is the first song I ever wrote.  It was like touching lighting.  Fully formed it came rushing out of me in one swift euphony of chords and rhythm and howling vocals that seemed somehow mine but not, it was like being fascinated by being your own puppet and euphoric because the puppeteer tickled your fancy . Yes like I was saying quick and surreal.

It was the highest I will say I have ever felt or any human could ever possibly feel, adrenaline maybe, but I have experienced the sporting rush this is much different, so much finer, brighter, electric. Truly a transcendent thing happened to me, that late fall afternoon in the Ozark woods .

To this day,  still the best decision I ever made in my whole life, was running away at the age of 24, to the hippie commune, also known as Eastwind Community.

I learned to love the things I thought I couldn’t.   Miserable things about life, unfair things about the world, and especially everything about myself.  Amongst the most interesting creative people I had ever known,  with sound, laughter, sun., caves and creeks, communication, confrontation, and heartbeats and breaks.  The very best of friends and always confusing to me fakes. When I sing, it heals broken places only sound can find.

Out of curiosity, I got it reviewed by the Nashville Singer Songwriters Association…they did not like or understand it at all, and the confusion of the review makes me giggle every single time. I find it so perfectly comical and of course not surprising at all that commercial radio rustlers can’t recognize a true the zone. But whatever, they write songs about whiskey dick, I write songs with gods dick. Rock on.

I have posted their 0 star rating below.  Listen first so you can have your own take on it.

It is me telling my god, source, self, spirit, etc…  hey, listen damnit..I’m open…don’t be a dick.

this song was not meant to be commercial, nothing I write for myself is… but really what is commercial, people ask me to play this one all the time and have for 24 years.  From campfires, to coffee shops, bars, to bus stations, sidewalks, and stages of varied sizes,  this song has never bombed..not once..I’d say odds are it will continue to not suck as long as I am alive to play it as it was meant to be.


Song Title – Open

Evaluator Number – 37446

Evaluators Comments

EVALUATORS OPENING: Hello, its Evaluator # 37446 and thank you for having
NSAI and myself be a small part of your writing and career. Please
understand that what I am about to lay out are merely suggestions to help
improve your writing and make your song and your future songs as strong as
they can possibly be to compete in todays competitive market. Lets get

FORM/STRUCTURE: First point to make here is you have very long verses and a
long chorus. A good rule of thumb is LONG VERSE/SHORT CHORUS or vice versa.
Second point would be that you don’t hit your chorus the second time till 3
minutes. I’m not sure I understand the way its put together. V2 just runs on
and on. Try and be more predictable structurally speaking. V-C-V-C-V-C or
V-C-V-C-B-C. Overall the song is lyrically very long.

TITLE/HOOK: The title is average but the payoff is good.

(the above comments aren’t what I thought were funny it’s how confused the person is below by my song)

LYRIC: Overall the lyric is vague. Not sure I understand what the main point
really is. WHO is the one you are singing to?? WHAT is the nature of the
relationship? Just not really getting much sense of that. What caused you
to be OPEN?? What was happening before?? Just try to dig a bit deeper and
try to be more clear. I feel the chorus is saying IM OPEN…..SHINE THROUGH
ME which is all positive but V1 is very confusing and contradictory. REGRET
what I KNEW WITH YOU etc etc. Just not getting a sense of the situation.
Always try to lead the listener down a clear path line by line. A to B to C
etc etc. Be logical when you write your lines.     —– I do not agree that all listeners want to be led by the nose thru a song, besides I think my song is clear about the love/hate try/fail push/pull that is life … yin/yang..sometimes it goes your way other times no one cares…etc 

MELODY/METER: Overall the melody is getting lost due to the amount of lyric.
It all feels a bit cluttered and monotonous. Limiting some of your lyric
will help.

OVERALL THEME/IDEA: I think the idea needs further developing.

 Hilarious to me because I have never had the experience of the lightning bolt, the automation of how the song was complete as it came out of me in minutes, the absolute magic of how this one happened, sure others were good too, but not like this one… it’s the “thing” every musician wants to feel. at risk of sounding religiously goofy, this one came from god or whatever, I feel weird when I say that even though I know it was a power of ..anyways I wish an experience like it for all people it will drop your jaw and change your life.

CLOSING COMMENTS: Overall the song is lyrical lengthy. You can accomplish
more with less. Thats my best advice there. Also with regards to genre, not
sure either but it’s certainly not a Gospel song. Not with some of the lyric.
I hope you find this helpful and I wish you the best with your writing.

I LOVE THAT PART====OMG it can’t be a gospel song can’t talk to god like that ….want to make a bet god isn’t a prick.  isn’t a he…isn’t anything and is everything that IS… which includes me, you,  my sense of humor, your offended feelings,  my foul mouth and my vague lengthy songs. My god is cool like that.

Oh yeah speaking of GODS…

I found this old old song of mine…while I’m strolling down memory lane… my song Perfect God, I’d play this one to get rid of the too prudes.

They would get up and leave. Delusional people should be more fun in my opinion, they refuse to have a laugh.

Think I’ll write a vague song about people that want life of a clear spoon fed variety

Send Me Suggestions

I am collecting obscure lyricists…send me suggestions.  Tanya Donelly is one of my favorites. I love that she knows what her song means. Then to me, it has its own meaning in the soundtrack to the movie called my life…that is what art and poetry is…conceptual, objective, imaginative….I’m ranting ..I shouldn’t judge, everyone should be free to be as small minded and boring and boxed in as they wish to be.

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Music Interests

Music theory, music lessons, and a few different instruments.  A collection of music information I have to get back to.  I use my site for my personal library you know. 🙂

I will play with the masters one day.  I take that back, I play with those I deem masters all the time in my mind!  Ani and I rock out and banter and snipe at each other on oh so current affairs, KT Tunstall and I we muse on loss and love and the sweet sweet angst of it and we like to sit on the porch and play, and Dave, oooh Dave my love and I well my fantasy jams with him take place so many places, but a bunch around fires with lots of my other fantasy fire circle “if you could jam around a fire who would you want there” type of things….who would you want?  Leave your answers below in the comments!